Poem " My Tears"

I dont know how much longer you expect me to hold it together.
 cant you see my pain, i want to let you in, yet im so afraid, afraid of what you will say.
then my Savior calls me by name, he reaches into my deepest hurts and starts the healing.

He says precious child, let those prayers roll down your cheeks, you cant always be strong, like everyone expects you to be.so why do you try to smile, when inside your breaking, let me in, let me touch your heart.Let my love brush againsist your face in the gentle wind, let the sun warm your tears.

Ill give you a safe place, im your heavenly Father and my love for you never changes, i know at times its hard to fathom, becasue of all the hurt youve had in your life.but you are my Precious gem and i love you child, i died for you, as if you were the only one, let me in.

let me in.... i know people have deserted you,, but iam faithful to see you  through! my love doest change from day to day, its the same , tomorrow as it was yesterday.

 the end~

I know many of you are hurting in this way, family and friends dessert you and brush you aside, put you down and have no understanding of your pain. there are friends who will stick by, ive had people leave me  by my lonesome, but there were others who showed me what true Love and true friendship is. for those people, i thank you for being in my corner~God will not leave or forsake you, he holds you in the palm of his hands! my prayer is you let him in he is the Friend like no Other~

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