Beautifully Broken

     Good evening Family, I hope you all are taking it moment by moment, I know you’re hurting and feeling pressed down, I wish I could do so much more for all of you, but I hope by reading my blog that it encourages you in some small way. If it does please let me know by messaging me here or emailing me at NatalieMacangel@gmail.com     I just got back from a nice relaxing walk around our neighborhood and into the downtown green area, with hubby. Where we live makes it very easy to get to the center of town.   it all started because there is a cute little park right across the street from our building, so we started walking over there after dinner, and since my husband is trying to lose the 38 pounds he needs to lose before they will take him for the weight loss surgery, were encouraging each other to walk and   exercise. Tonight’s topic is exactly that the importance of exercise and how do we accomplish this, when were in so much pain...

    I was sitting in the green grass, the tall lush green grass that felt like velvet under my feet. The sky overhead was so blue, not a cloud was seen for miles around. The pain in my heart was so overwhelmingly intense, I needed a escape a place to be alone in my thoughts a sanctuary to just pray, not a sanctuary with a steeple, just Gods creation and I.     I looked up to the heavens with tears streaming down   from my eyes, I cried out Lord I need you now, do you hear my cries, I can’t do this on my own, I knew the holy spirit would intercede on my behalf and speak the words I could not find. Surrounded by his beauty, in such silence I sati needed Gods assurance at that very moment I need a touch from him. I waited, in the stillness, more tears fell, the loneliness engulfed my heart and I felt like I could not take one more step in this life.    Then out of nowhere, I saw this little butterfly, circling above me at first than hovering...

  Good evening courageous warriors, I know I have not written in my ic blog in awhile and I apologize for that. either my pain was really bad which took a lot of my energy to write and now we won’t have the internet for a month ,so only way ill have access to the internet is on my phone, but can’t do my blogs from that, so please bear with me.     Before we lost it for the month, I wanted to write this poem for each one of my amazing beautiful IC sisters and courageous IC brothers, for the entire ic community. I am so inspired by our IC brother who is running in this year’s Boston marathon and going   to raise awareness for   the IC community. Let us all support him any way we can by either sharing his post or watching the race on TV if you can or praying for him, which we should all be doing for his health and safety. We are all behind you 110%thank you sincerely; we all will be there with you in spirit.     Know that wherever we are , we w...